GOOD GOD.

Oftentimes I wondered, just how many people read a full journal entry. How many people will bother to set aside the few minutes required to do so.

And now I know. NOT MANY.

Well that's all in the past now. No I'm not really emo, quite happy actually. No I'm not angry at DA, and most importantly, no I'm not going to be writing gentle stuff more often. (Hate to burst that bubble, if anyone's bubble was inflated by that bit of news.) I was just trying to see how many people read a full journal entry, by writing up a depressing-ass emo entry, then revealing it was all a sham at the end. I didn't prove much of anything, considering there was only like nine comments, and two of them were from me (And one of them was an awesome song). But yes, the paragraph at the end was supposed to reveal that it was fake. Some people have said, "Pfft, yeah right, crazy bitch is probably just trying to save face" and I had a feeling some people would feel that way, so I built in a secret message, as proof that it was fake. [link]

And I can most assuredly assure you, that there is no hidden messages in any previous journal (At least not intentionally) and DEFINITELY no hidden messages here either.

YOU CAN TRUST ME. THE POINT IS, I STILL HAVEN'T STARTED FUCKING WRITING GOD I'M SO BAD. So in order to get myself to force write some, I'm going to make myself a little calendar here. It will be updated daily, with a goal for that day. I'll totally feel like shit if I miss a goal, so hopefully that'll entice me into actually meeting the goals.

!!!C-C-C-CALENDAR!!!
Day 1 - Write up a detailed, bulletpointed list of the entire stories chain of events, and map the entire story out. Success | Failure
Wrote most of the chain of events out, but failed to finish.

Day 2 - Finish chain of events, and get at least 1 sentence written Success | Failure
Whew, now for the boring parts

Day 3 - Introduce universe, get plot introduced Success | Failure

OBLIGATORY ENDING OF A JOURNAL WITH AN AWESOME SONG
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